NEWS! 世界一！

NEWS… What can I say? They’re simply amazing. Yes! This is definitely not the fangirl inside of me, but it’s the girl who appreciates the magic of music. To be honest, their being Ikemen is a plus .. Hahaha.. But, what made me love them most is their music. Their types of song are definitely heart-warming and meaningful. And they give everything to it.

NEWS is a Japanese Boy Group composed of six Ikemen. As I watched their concert’s documentary, I was able to know them even better. They’re not just performers. They’re not just friends. But, they are a family. I idolize them for being such. Each member showed how much they care for each other, they showed everyone how much they love and appreciate every member of the group. Oh! I just love them! I mean.. who wouldn’t? 

The Members:

Yamashita Tomohisa

He is the group's leader. He also has a solo career but he still has time for News. He is also a well-known actor. He starred in a lot of great Japanese films. At times, he is super serious. The silent type of guy who rarely talks and just go with the flow.. but I'm 100% sure that leader 山Pi is a kind-hearted person.

Ryo Nishikido

Oh! the rocker... and yeah.. He Rocks!! He's also a member of another boy group which is Kanjani8. Yes, a busy person indeed. Sometimes, I find him strict..haha.. especially when they have their practice for the perf or concert. But Ryo-chan here can be funny too. And ooh.. I love his cutie smile. tahaha :)

Keiichiro Kpyama

Koyamama... as his fans call him.. (including me!) He's considered as the mother of the group. He's as caring as ever! Sometimes I wish him to become my oniichan. I would have been very lucky.. haha :) And yeah.. He's my niban ^^ He's a really funny guy! I bet i'll never get bored when I'm with him.

Kato Shigeaki

Another funny guy from News. My Gosh! I laughed my heart out when I watched Soukon (a Japanese reality running show) because of this guy. I love his tandem with Koyamama. They're the best company when you feel so down and you just want to laugh and forget your problems. Nyahaha.. But mind you, this funny guy here is a lawyer :) Isn't it cool?

Massuda Takahisa

I call him Mr. Sunshine :) He loves to smile and I love seeing him smile. For me, he is News' best dancer. I don't know but he looks really cool when he danced Massuperman. And yeah, he is the group's "fashionista" (although his fashion seems weird at times). He is also a buta. A very kawaii buta. I love it when he did sit ups but at the same time he's sucking honey. LOL.

Tegoshi Yuya

Tego-nyan! The guy I love <3 My ichiban. For me, he has the nicest voice among the News members. It's so angelic that it has the power to melt every hearts of the listeners. He is the type of guy who hates to lose. He gives his best to everything he does. He's indeed a spoiled brat and a priceless gem (well, that's what I think). He's a Prince and a Princess in one. haha.

I just love every News member. I love their songs, their style, everything! News is a vital part of my Life.. I just hope that someday I'll be able to meet them in person :) and watch their concert live ^^ As for now, they'll remain my inspiration as their music continue to give color to my boring life :)

(October 26,2010)

Happy Anniversary NYUSU.PH

           YES! Happy Anniversary to the NEWS fangirls in the Philippines.. I'm trully happy to be a part of this group. I know I'm not in this group for one year.. I've been active just recently though..  However, I can still feel the LOVE, the CARE and the STRENGTH that everyone is pouring into each other.
        
           NYUSU.PH is a group in FB which is dedicated to a Japanese Boy Group NEWS.. I am a NEWS lover myself. I have my love for them especially to Tegoshi Yuya. Honestly, I'm a bit late and I'm quite sad about it.. I just knew of NEWS a year ago. But since that day, the day I knew of them.. the day I came to see them, to watch them perform and somehow get to know them, I've promised myself to never let them go.. I know it's a bit weird for other people but this is what I really feel. NEWS has been part of my life. They have been my sorce of strength and happiness. There are times that I feel so down and alone.. But simply listening to their songs, it really brightens me up and lightens my mood. Same goes for NYUSU.. Everytime I log in to FB, I go to NYUSU.PH's wall.. If not to write or share something, I read and comment to what other members have been writing. To be honest, I'm a bit jealous.. *spanks self* Why? It's because.. all of the other girls are super close with each other and they know each other personally coz they were able to see each other in person. They were also able to fangirl and celebrate NEWS' members' birthday together. How I wish I could join.. HAHA.. But, distance is blocking my dream of going with them.. :(

           On the other hand, I realized that I shouldn't be jealous.. xD NYUSU.PH is not only a group for fangirls.. but also a family. I know it'll be quite hard at first.. But as far as I could see and has experienced, these girls are so lovable. They welcome every member as a part of the group.. as a part of the family no matter the distance. What's important is the HEART we have for each other.. and the HEART we have for NEWS.

           Now, I'm not only thanking NEWS for keeping my spirit high.. but also, I thank NEWS.. because of them, I was able to know NYUSU.. because of them, I've found new FRIENDS.. because of NEWS, I've found a new FAMILY...

           Again, HAPPY ANNIVERSARY NYUSU.PH... ほんとうにありがとうございました。だいちゅううきいい。。

         （October 22, 2010)

I MISS YOU!

I MISS YOU

On a cold and lonely night like this
All I long for is your sweet warm kiss
The warmth of your touch and your embrace
Gave me goosebumps and smile on my face

But melancholy now is clouding my heart
Confusions.. Curiosity.. they're tearing me apart
My poor fragile heart is silently weeping;
Looking for strength and happiness, oh! poor thing..

I gazed at the moon above the dark vast skies
Hoping and praying those words aren't lies
Your promises and words that's full of love
Minimize if not fully erase the pain that I have

Where are you? Loneliness I couldn't hide..
I can't help it.. I'm burning and bursting inside..
Seconds of not seeing you seem to be years
Days without you add fire to my growing fears

The wind blew softly and it started to rain
Longing crawled slowly.. I felt sudden pain
Burning sensations traveled my eyes
Few moments after, I began to cry...


>>>TegoShei<<<

(October 16,2010)

KOKORO

KOKORO

I'm afraid to get hurt
So I tried to isolate my heart
But suddenly I met an angel
Who lured my heart into a spell

My isolated heart was part of the past
Foor I took the risk hoping it'll last
For months happiness embraced me
Exactly the way i wanted it to be

Nut when you love, I realized
A happy heart can also be paralyzed
Taking risk doesn't only involve light
You must embrace darkness and strife

And now my little heart feels numb
When it comes to love, I can be so dumb
The angel which brought me to this horizon
Also taught me of love's imperfection

I was hurt, I know
I decided to give up or so
Tried to forget this magical angel
Who, at the same time, introduced me to hell

But my little heart can also be stupid
And ruled over the brain in my head
I wanted to stop and let go
But my stupid heart shouted "NO!"

Right now, I don't know what to do..
Should I give up and let go;
Or continue to be stupid and go..
For it's what my heart is telling so.


>>>TegoShei<<<

>>>it's been a while since i haven't posted anything here... 
*sigh* it's just too sad that this entry is a heart breaking one...
>>>I love him this much that even though he keeps on breaking my
heart.. I can't still find the courage to let go.. 
>>>I can't let him go.. I wont breakaway!! I just can't..
>>>I'm stupid.. but I love him.. What can I do?? 
>>>If only he knew.. But I guess.. even if he knew, I won't be that important..
I'm nothing compared to him.. but Ironically, he's everything to me.. 
(August 27, 2010)

Lonely Heart

LONELY HEART

I feel so lonely and sad
I've lost the only love I had
Seeing you from afar felt good
But my heart cried and felt cold

You are not mine, I know
But my mind works so slow
My heart reacts first and told me to stay
Before reality spoke and told me "MOVE AWAY"

I've been hurt a thousand times
By a single guy who isn't mine
For making me feel like this, I hate you
But.. I love you more than anyone know

Even if I say "I LOVE YOU" a thousand times
I bet everything still won't turn out fine
Our situation already gave me heartache
One-sided love at times I couldn't take

I wonder why I'm still holding on
Although reality tells me to MOVE ON
Still.. although hurt, I don't want to part
I love you even tears fall down my heart.


>>>TegoShei<<<

To Tego-nyan..
Even if the sun ceased to shine... I'll continue to love you..
Even if the waters in the ocean run dry.. still.. I'll love you..
Even if you break my heart a million times.. I love you..
You are the sweetest dream I've ever had.. And if not waking up 
remains the key of being with you forever.. 
I'll never dare to wake up and leave you..
I'll continue to dream and be by your side...
I love you... not just with my heart.. BUT with all of me...

>Shei-chan


(June 10, 2010)

It's You

It's You

Thoughts of you lingers on my mind
Lovely things that I couldn't leave behind
Every smile you make takes my breath away
Every words you say, makes me happy and gay

You are indeed my inspiration
It's you where my world makes its revolution
You may be so far away from me
I can feel deep in me, I have the key

The precious key that will open your heart
That I exist..although we're miles apart
I love you.. no matter what I do
I just couldn't leave nor forget you

I know I'm pathetic when I say
That I want to be with you someday
But it's decided and couldn't do anything
For that stupid thing is what my hearts been shouting

But things happened and crushed my heart
I decided to free you.. I fell apart
Days I've tried to forget you and leave the memories behind
But I'm blinded by love..courage to forget I could not find

You are the light that brightens my day
You are the song I try to sing each day
No distance nor situations can stop me from loving you
For you are the one I'll love through and through


>>>TegoShei<<<

It's You!! Yeah it's you... This poem is dedicated to my Tego-nyan... waaaaahhh... now tell me... am I crazy?? hahaha... I honestly would accept it if you say I'm crazy coz I really am... I'm crazily inlove with this guy.. this certain guy who could never love me in return.. but I guess simply his existence is enough for me.. Enough to lighten up my day... 

(April 22, 2010)

Ame no Uta

Ame no Uta

Do you hear it? Do you feel it?
The rain is talking to you! 
Can you see it? Can you do it? 
The rain is cheering you on.. 

Rain kept falling like teardrops. 
Gently and slowly it falls. 
How wonderful it feels to be under the rain. 
But we don't seem to see what's deep within. 

The trees are dancing. 
The winds kept on blowing. 
The waves go crashing on the shore. 
Together they harmonize and create a wonderful song! 

We could sing and dance with the rain. 
How magnificent and magical it could be. 
The rain is so meaningful. 
Yet it remains a mystery. 

We couldn't hide anything from the rain. 
It knows how happy or sad we could be. 
We could cry and smile with it. 
The song of the rain is a great company. 


>>>TegoShei<<<

I love the rain! It has been a very good friend to me. I hope everyone could appreciate the rain. Rain, sometimes may mean sadness.. but even though... the rain still has it's way to make people feel at ease and happy. Hearing the rain cry.. laugh.. dance... and sing... It's the sweetest... 

(April 14, 2010)