I'm clueless..
I'm like inside a room....
with no windows..
no door..
all white..
all blank..
it's huge...
it extends through eternity..
And I don't know where it'll lead me...
What on earth have I done?
But, never worry..
I won't hate you like you did..
I'll give you space..
I'll give you time..
to think..
to breathe..
but please, whenever you're ready..
let me listen..
let me understand..
and let me hug you once again..
and be my friend 'til the end..
>.< geez~~ i can't seem to compose myself... whenever I'm alone, the thought of it comes back~~ what on earth have I done... TT_TT
Dear K-kun,
Thank you for the time you've spent with me... All those times I've been real.. The person you've opened up to, that was the real me.. I am annoying, I know.. but I'm glad you had the patience to talk to me. I've always treasured everything. I know a friend when I meet one, and you're one of those friends that I've learned to care for.. to worry about.. Thank you for everything you've shared to me. It's as if I've invaded your private life and yet you still welcomed me. I always feel special and really happy every time a person who I just met.. in real life or even just virtually become this close to me... But yesterday happened.. I don't know.. T_T I don't know exactly how and what to feel.. Whatever it is I've done, which I don't have the slightest idea of, I'm sorry.. I still want to save our friendship.. I really do.. I hate losing friends.. It's like I'm left alone.. It hurts to think that maybe you just grew tired of being friends with me.. But it's your decision.. and I have to accept it.. Although I'm hoping to stay friends with you, your decision will prevail.. It's your life.. I'm just glad that for once in my life, I've got to know you.. Thank you so much for everything. I won't say goodbye, coz I hate that word... Instead, I'll tell you this.... I'll wait for you to come back..
From,
S
PS: i hope you can read this... and sorry for making this.. i just don't have any other idea on what to do..
