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Thursday, December 30, 2010

Under the Moonlight (a TegoMasu FanFic)

Under The Moonlight
(A TegoMasu FanFic)





            “Otsukare-sama minna!” Massu and Tego bowed down before the staffs after their successful TegoMasu concert.
           
            “Otsukare...” numbers of staffs replied.




            “Neh! Tegoshi, are you going back directly to the hotel?” Massu asked him as they were packing.
           
            “Maybe. Why?” the younger one answered without even watching him.

            “Hmmnn... I was just wondering if we could like… hangout for a bit.” Massu started, he was quite nervous for he wasn’t sure if Tegoshi would accept his invitation.

            Tegoshi looked at him… His face was questioning, “Should I call on some of the band members to come with us?”

            “No!” Massu said intently, “I mean…” he continued for he saw a shocked expression on Tegoshi’s face, “I wanted to spend this night with you… alone.”

            Tegoshi’s face lightened up, “You mean… like a date?” he asked without thinking which later on made him blushed with embarrassment.

            “If that’s how you call it!” Massu said happily with a wink… “So, are you coming with me?”

            The still embarrassed Tegoshi just nodded shyly.




            “Neh… Massu, why here?” Tegoshi asked curiously. They were at the beach this time. They were alone walking on the shore.

            Instead of answering, Massu sat on the sand and motioned Tegoshi to sit beside him. The younger one just followed the other guy’s direction.

            They were at that position for a couple of minutes when Massu held Tegoshi’s hand.

            Tegoshi swallowed an invisible lump in his throat as he looked at Massu’s hand on top of his.

            Isn’t it a nice scene we’re watching now Tegoshi?” Massu asked, trying to get his attention.

            “Ehh?” Tegoshi couldn’t get his thoughts.

            The older one sighed, “Didn’t you notice the moon’s reflection on the water? Isn’t it magical?”

            “How will I notice such thing when all I see is you?” he wanted to say but he just erased the thought of saying it and tried to focus his sight on the water.

            His eyes grew… It was so magical and enchanting. The moonlight’s reflection in the water is that of a sparkling diamond. It was something so perfect that he smiled with amusement.

            Massu, seeing Tegoshi’s reaction, held his breath. He couldn’t stop his heart from skipping a beat. For a few moments, he has seen an angel smiling sweetly at the moon’s reflection. He tried to compose himself.

            Tegoshi noticed a change in Massu’s aura. He could feel that the other guy is nervous or something. He gazed at Massu’s direction. He was a bit shocked when he saw him staring intently at him. “Daijobu?” he asked worriedly while touching Massu’s forehead. Massu caught his hand and gave him a light peck on his lips.

            “Why?” blushing, Tegoshi asked shyly.

            “I don’t know… But somehow I just feel like doing it. I’m sorry.” Massu gave him a sad look and started to stand up when Tegoshi stopped him by tagging on his arms. He motioned Massu to sit again. And when the latter did, he automatically hugged him.

            “Baka!” Tegoshi whispered, still hugging him. “After doing it, you’ll just leave me with that lame reason?”

            Stunned with what Tegoshi said, Massu slowly hugged him back. “I’m sorry; it’s just that I can’t stop myself from doing it.”

            “Why?” the younger one asked again as he released himself from the hug to face Massu, “Then why did you do it?” he started to sound stubborn.

            There wasn’t any reaction from Massu that he started to turn around and stand.

            “Because I love you… Is it that hard to decipher?” those words from Massu left a freezing sensation to Tegoshi. He couldn’t move.

            Now, tell me Tegoshi… Do you love me?” he asked, this time it was calmer… more composed.

            Tegoshi faced him. Eyes becoming moist from tears.

            And instead of answering, he crossed the distance between them. This time, it wasn’t just a peck. It was a real kiss.

            Truly, that scene was magical. Lovers confessing their hearts out for the first time… under the moonlight.


- - - The END - - -

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Happy 1st Anniversary TegoShei~!!

Since it's past 12 in Japan..

Happy anniversary TegoShei! OMG~!! I've been crazily in love with Tegoshi Yuya for a year now.. And that's indeed an achievement for me.. haha~!! I got a lot of crushes before him but I guess the longest was like 4 months.. But with Tego-nyan, the difference is so GREAT~!!!

It's my first time to celebrate the birthday of someone i love even though he is clueless of my existence.. hahaha.. During his birthday, I bought a cake for him.. I also had an "I love Tego" shirt from Nyusu.ph..

I've experienced to be very happy simply by seeing him smile.. seeing him perform onstage wholeheartedly.. seeing him sing with such an angelic voice.. I've finally met someone who's like me.. I mean.. our personality resemble each other.. We have a lot in common.. And just imagining myself spending time with him makes my heart dokidoki..

I've written a lot of poems for him.. It reflects my feelings for this cute guy.. I love him so much that I somehow decided not to fall in love with anyone else other than him.. Yes~!! Crazy as it may seem.. Demo, kore ga watashi no kokoro no hontou no hanashi..

A purezento for Tego-nyan~!!

...Tego-nyan Daichuki...

I've lived simply as a human
Not until I met this man
He took me out from my shell
And made my little heart yell

Tego-nyan.. Thank you so much
For making my life as such
Full of inspiration and dreams
So please.. hear my heart scream..

Tego-nyan totemo daichuki
Knowing you makes me feel so lucky
You may not know me for we're apart
But you are always inside my heart

There are times when you made me cry
For certain reasons, you might know why
But most of the times, you made me smile
Thinking and loving you across the mile

You made me realize a lot of things
You told me life's true meaning
Doing my best may make me feel tired
But with you.. I'll always be inspired

~aahh.. Gomen.. It may be short but it's from my heart.. Tego-nyan, watashi wa gambarimasu~!! You are my inspiration.. You are the voice inside my heart that never fails to remind me to move forward.. Thinking of you.. and seeing you do your best is enough for me to do the same.. Please continue to become the Tegoshi Yuya whom I fell in love with.. Zutto sukida.. Thank you so much.. I love you and HAPPY ANNIVERSARY to us :) <3 <3 <3

~December 30,2009 (when it all started)

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

お誕生日おめでとうTegoBabes :)

お誕生日おめでとう手越祐也!




A while ago or shall I say yesterday was our first day of class for this semester.. Getting to know new people from different departments (including my own department) who share the same class with me. Somehow it was tiring yet, enjoyable.. BUT that’s not all what I had in mind.. It was wandering somewhere else. I was so busy thinking about HIM.. yes! Him.. My ichiban.. My Tegobabes (well, that’s what I’ve been calling him lately.. haha) and his birthday which would be in a few hours. I thought of things like, “What should I do for him?” , “Should I celebrate it?” , “ If so, with whom? He’s not even here T_T..” I was like alone in a deserted island thinking of every possible ways to escape.. BUT somehow, it’s Impossible!


In the contrary, my heart whispered something, “Neh! Do whatever you like to do! Just think that he’s with you.. Do the thing you think can make him happy!” and I guess, my heart was right. As I imagine and thought of him.


Hmmnn.. Tegoshi Yuya wants to touch people’s heart with his song. Seeing his fans SMILE moves him and somehow will bring him into tears. He is someone who doesn’t want to lose and do what he wants and needs to do in order to be HAPPY ^_^


And so.. I came up with an idea of making a fanvid. It’s actually a rush video, but it’s all I could do.. So, here….









The song I used is entitled “Always Be Mine” by FT Island.

I know he’s not mine! He belongs to every fangirl who has him as their ichiban. I know a lot of girls and even guys will kill me if I claim him as mine. BUT what I know is.. IN MY WORLD.. Tegoshi Yuya was, is and will always be mine ^_~

And another thing.. actually, I was in doubt whether I should place this here.. Gosh!! I'm shy.. but.. yeah.. for the love of TEGOSHI YUYA!!! <3~ This song is dedicated especially for him.. I guess it sums up all the craziness I have in me.. Tego-nyan!! Otanjoubi Omedetou.. Douzo ^_^






HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Tego-nyan! TegoBabes!! DaichUukiii~



Hoping you'll have
Another very
Pleasant, peaceful and
Prosperous 
Year...

Because
I know, you deserve to be
Rightfully and
Truthfully
Happy! Not just this
Day.. but
All throughout the
Years to come..




~DaichUukii....



(November 11, 2010)

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Hikaru X Akira

                 ~Ohh... It's been a while since I've played in an RP Game.. Actually, I've only played once.. and it's in JPA.. My character was Hikaru (Tegoshi Yuya) and I fell in love with Akira (Hirokita Maki). My JPA days was full of crazy moments back then especially when I'm on the RPG.. I usually play with Aki-chan, Maria-chan and Isa-chan.. God knows how I missed those days.. But it seem so impossible for us to meet and play there again. All of us has been very busy with our own lives (school, work,etc) However, I'm still glad I'm able to communicate with them once in a while.

                    Today has been very fun and crazy.. I chatted with Aki-chan in FB (she's the one playing Akira's role in our RPG). And suddenly Hikaru and Akira's spirit landed on our body.. LOL.. xD So here's what happened.. It's like a mini-RPG stuff or mini-fanfic.. HAHA.. hope you'll enjoy!!


A: ne...Hi-kun....get new kitty for me
   XDD
   hahahaha


H: LOL...
   errrmmm...
   do you really want it my aki-chan?


A: yeah
   XDD
   no
   no
   I want you
   XDD


H: hikaru went near akira
   uwaaaaaaaa~
   hahaha
   xDDD


A: hahahahaha 
   errr...errr
   pokes


H: hugs akira


A: AREEEEEEEEEEEEEE???


H: whispers i miss you


A: Pokes Again
   I miss you too...*laugh like an evil*


H: hugs akira tighter can i have a kiss


A: WHAT??


H: hikaru moved nearer
   and tadah!!!!
   muaaaaaah




A: HI-KUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   pouted


H: nande my aki-chan???
   gomen....


A: grinned
   Nyahahahahaha...gotcha~
   kiss on Hikaru's cheeks


H: smiles sheepishly
   hold akira's hand
   I love you so much..


A: love you...love you....love you damn much~ 


H: neh.. aki-chan... gets something from pocket


A: Pokemon???
   hahahahhaa


H: don't joke dear... I have something to give you


A: then what??


H: brings out a small red box


A: ahhh.....
   picks the small red box


H: it's a pokeball
   HAHAHAHA
   LOL


A: hahahahaha


H: xDDDD


A: tsk!!
   Let's battle Hi-kun!


H: open the pokeball


A: ehhh??
   O_O
   what's is that Hi-kun
   that's not pokemon
   that's digimon


H: hahaha
   that's cool.. right?? my aki-chan??


A: hahahaha....yeah!


H: hikaru gets another pokeball
   i guess i gave you the wrong one
   here.. open the pokeball


A: hahahaha


H: its a ring


A: looks at Hikaru and blinking the eyes


H: my aki-chan...


A: what with that ring Baby?


H: gathers air and breathed deeply
   ano~
   my aki-chan..
   can I keep you??
   here.. points <3


A: you want to KEEP me?


H: FOREVER???
   kekkon shite kureru??


A: That's mean you want to keep me inside this pokeball?
   O_O??
   NO WAY~


H: smiles and suddenly grabbed akira on his arms
   played with her hair
   YES!! YES!! dear.. I want you to be my pokemon.. and be inside my pokeball forever..


A: NYAAAAAAAAAAAA~ I don't want!!!
   It's too small for me


H: ehhh?


A: I want stay in your heart
   cuz It's big and comfort for me
   can?
   winked


H: ohhhh~ my aki-chan !!!
   hugs her tightly like there's no tomorrow


A: Hi-kun~
   I can't breath
   You like to hug me like this
   pokes


H: oopsss... gomen slowly loosen from the embrace


A: that my love


H: *kissed akira's forehead*


A: turned to Hikaru and stole his kissed on the lips
   Revenge...^3^


H: whispers sweet revenge 


A: hehehe


H: so sweet... I'm glad I'm not diabetic


A: hahaha


H: hahahaha... silly girl
   soo.. let's get married???


A: ehh???
   think
   think again


H: waiting for an answer


A: what are the benefits if I accepted you?


H: thinks
   you'll be able to have me anytime you want
   naughty smile


A: hit Hikaru's head


H: itaii~


A: what are you thinking about pervy!


H: rubs head
   hikaru laughed
   I was just joking . . .


A: that's mean.......
   played with her finger and blushed


H: gomen dear~
   i was just being funny.. I guess
   but.. I really want to marry you
   I love you so much and I don't want o lose you


A: .......
   I love you more than everything
   anyway.....


H: hmmmnn??
   waiting


A: whisper I want to be your wife to...I don't want someone else...I just want YOU


H: smiles widely
   YATTAH!!!!!!
   hugs akira




A: but shhhhhhhhh


H: I love you so so much
   ehh?? anything wrong dear?


A: hihihihi
   I don't want my brothers heard it....
   or you will die soon
   hahahahaha


H: hahaha... they won't kill me...
   they already accepted me to become their brother-in-law


A: hahaha
   stuck out her tongue


H: ~ahhhh... you're so cute when you do that my aki-chan


A: well I'm always cute
   hahahaha
   Hi....
   ka....
   ru....


H: I know....


A: H
    I
    K
    A
    R
    U~


H: A
    K
    I
    -
    C
    H
    A
    N





AND THEY LIVED HAPPILY EVER AFTER... 



LOL... xD yeah.. actually.. we don't know yet how they'll end up.. Aki-chan asked me to maybe write a fanfic about them... It's really a good idea,, *sigh* Maybe soon I'll be able to make one.. xDD I've always been a fan of Akira and Hikaru.. I just hope someday, we'll be able to play again.. Oh well.. hmmnn.. here are  photos of Akira and Hikaru..







(October 27, 2010)

Happy Halloween~

Happy Halloween~

            Gosh! I’ve never expected to receive Halloween presents.. nyahahaha! I’ve got these from Jessica-chan, a friend I met at JPA. She has been a really sweet imouto-chan to me. She loves Koyama of NEWS. The other one is from Yen-chan.. still a friend from JPA J She has been one of my dear imouto-chan as well and like me, a Tegoshi lover J ~ahhhh.. kimochii.. It feels so good to have imouto like them.. As an only child, I really appreciate their presence in my life.. although we just meet and talk virtually, I can still feel their LOVE.. Thank you so much to both of you. And Sheila-nee will always be here for you.. Daiichuuki~

From Jessiaca-chan




From Yen-chan.





From Sheila-nee to both of you I love you!!!



(october 27, 2010)

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Fighting Man

The LONG WAIT is finally over… FIGHTING MAN PV of NEWS is OUT! Yossha!! ~It’s already dawn here in my country.. Around 2:30 am.. And yes, I’m glad I’m still awake at this hour coz I’m able to watch the full PV!


FANGIRLING at dawn?? Hell yeah! Everything for the love of NEWS.. I’ve been seeing previews of this PV lately, which made me more excited and eager for its release.. Like OMG!! ~ahhhh.. minnasan, gomenasai for spazzing J It’s just that… My Gosh! I can’t explain it.. NEWS is LOVE ..




       Well, I guess I have to say sorry a billion times.. I'm gonna go shout my heart out.. LOL.. Ohh~ YamaPi is as HOT as ever.. LOL.. seeing him standing beside the wall.. red stuffs.. looking at his phone.. and oohhhh~ lalala... xDDDD Ryo-chan! my gosh! his aura is just so kakkoi.. don't you think?? LOL... hmmnnn.. yeah.. He seem so serious that freaks the fangirl spirit out of me.. Hmmmnn.. Shige at the car.. Will you drive me anywhere I wanna go? LOL gomen oneechan.. haha.. Shige is just so cool :) Massu... You're as cute as always!! What I am imagining now is NEWS' perf on MS.. Massu with the glasses and cute outfit.. kyaaaa~ Koyamama.. What's with being so serious? HAHA.. But I love the last part when he wa like playing with my dear Tego-nyan.. *sigh* AND.. AND... My Tego-nyan!! Like OMG!! You are DAMN HOT! hahaha.. It seems like Tesshi matured a lot (in a cute way) LOL.. ~uwaaaaaa... I'm really glad I didn't sleep early.. By watching this PV.. I guess I couldn't sleep at all.. HAHA.. NEWS daichUuuUukiii ~


Hmmnn.. Now, I could start learning the dance steps.. LOL.. xD It’s cool.. and..and.. ~ahhh.. can’t find the right words to say.. HAHA.. Well.. Minna~ see for yourself.. douzo~ 




and yeah.. here's the lyrics of the song :) Credits goes to aitamashii@lj.. :)




                                                                 Kanji

簡単に出来たんじゃ 何も意味なんてない
トレースした人生は No good
散々な状況に 何回もブツかんなきゃ
答えなんか見つかりゃしない


感慨なんかにふけって 後悔なんてしないで

前方だけ見て進めばいいさ

断トツなスピードで 間違いじゃない情熱抱いて ガムシャラにいけ



Don't think. Feel! Bring it on 今のままでいいのかい?

Don't be wet! Get a grip 傍観者じゃ No No

Don't think. Feel! Bring it on ノリで行けばいんじゃない?

Don't be wet! Get a grip 踏み出したなら
もう最上級の Fighting Man



常識なんて壊してナンボの壁って気づいて

毎晩 病んで 泣いて ないで?

挑戦したらいいじゃん? ありのまま思うがまま

何もしなきゃ始まんない 自分に負けんな



軟弱なんてさ No way 大胆不敵な My way

そんくらいでちょーどいいご時世じゃないの?

段違いな未来図に 揺るぎない明日描いて ハチャメチャにいけ



Don't think. Feel! Bring it on 今のままでいいのかい?

Don't be wet! Get a grip 傍観者じゃ No No

Don't think. Feel! Bring it on ノリで行けばいんじゃない?

Don't be wet! Get a grip 踏み出したなら
もう最上級の Fighting Man



誰かのために 生きているわけじゃない

比べずに 迷わずに 歩んで



Don't look back  Don't look back 時は止まらないから

Don't give up  Don't give up 覚悟キメていこうぜ

Don't look back  Don't look back 暗闇 切り裂いて

Don't give up  Don't give up ためらってたら Over



Don't think. Feel! Bring it on 今のままでいいのかい?

Don't be wet! Get a grip 傍観者じゃ No No

Don't think. Feel! Bring it on ノリで行けばいんじゃない?

Don't be wet! Get a grip 踏み出したなら
もう最上級の Fighting Man
今日から We are Fighting Men




English Translation

If it can be done easily, then there's no point to it


We have to time and time again face each situation thorougly head on

Or we won't find things like an answer



Get lost in your deep emotions and don't regret it

You just have to look straight ahead and move forward

With the best speed, embrace your un-mistaken passion and recklessly go



Don't think. Feel! Bring it on, are you okay with how things are now?

Don't be wet! Get a grip, being a bystander is a no no

Don't think. Feel! Bring it on, isn't it okay to just go with the flow?

Don't be wet! Get a grip, if you've stepped forward
Then you're already the ultimate Fighting Man



If you break apart common sense, you'll notice many walls

Every night don't you suffer and cry?

Why not just challenge it? As the way you are, to your heart's content

Nothing will begin if you don't do anything, don't lose to yourself



No way it's weak, this bold, fearless my way

If it's to that extent, aren't these the perfect times?

On that uneven map of the future draw that steady tomorrow and nonsensically go



Don't think. Feel! Bring it on, are you okay with how things are now?

Don't be wet! Get a grip, being a bystander is a no no

Don't think. Feel! Bring it on, isn't it okay to just go with the flow?

Don't be wet! Get a grip, if you've stepped forward
Then you're already the ultimate Fighting Man



You're not living for the sake of someone else

Without comparing yourself, without losing your way, walk on



Don't look back  Don't look back, cause time won't stop

Don't give up  Don't give up, prepare yourself and let's go

Don't look back  Don't look back, rip apart the darkness

Don't give up  Don't give up, if you hesitate it's over



Don't think. Feel! Bring it on, are you okay with how things are now?

Don't be wet! Get a grip, being a bystander is a no no

Don't think. Feel! Bring it on, isn't it okay to just go with the flow?

Don't be wet! Get a grip, if you've stepped forward
Then you're already the ultimate Fighting Man
From today we are Fighting Men




Romanji

kantan ni dekitanja nani mo imi nante nai


sanzan na joukyou ni nan kai mo butsukan na kya

kotae nanka mitsukarya shinai



kangai nanka ni fukette koukai nante shinai de

zenpou dake mite susumeba ii sa

dantotsu na supiido de machigai ja nai jounetsu daite gamushara ni ike



Don't think. Feel! Bring it on ima no mama de ii no kai?

Don't be wet! Get a grip boukansha ja No No

Don't think. Feel! Bring it on nori de ikeba in ja nai?

Don't be wet! Get a grip fumidashita nara
mou saijoukyuu no Fighting Man



joushiki nante kowashite nanbo no kabe tte kidzuite

maiban yande naite naide?

chousen shitara ii jan? ari no mama omou ga mama

nani mo shinakya hajimannai jibun ni maken na



nanjaku nante sa No way daitan futeki na My way

son kurai de choudo ii gojisei ja nai no?

danchigai na miraizu ni yuruginai asu egaite hachamecha ni ike



Don't think. Feel! Bring it on ima no mama de ii no kai?

Don't be wet! Get a grip boukansha ja No No

Don't think. Feel! Bring it on nori de ikeba in ja nai?

Don't be wet! Get a grip fumidashita nara
mou saijoukyuu no Fighting Man



dare ka no tame ni ikite iru wake ja nai

kurabezu ni mayowazu ni ayunde



Don't look back  Don't look back toki wa tomaranai kara

Don't give up  Don't give up kakugo kimete ikou ze

Don't look back  Don't look back kurayami kirisaite

Don't give up  Don't give up tamerattetara Over



Don't think. Feel! Bring it on ima no mama de ii no kai?

Don't be wet! Get a grip boukansha ja No No

Don't think. Feel! Bring it on nori de ikeba in ja nai?

Don't be wet! Get a grip fumidashita nara
mou saijoukyuu no Fighting Man
kyou kara We are Fighting Men


(October 27, 2010)