Happy 1st Anniversary TegoShei~!!

Since it's past 12 in Japan..

Happy anniversary TegoShei! OMG~!! I've been crazily in love with Tegoshi Yuya for a year now.. And that's indeed an achievement for me.. haha~!! I got a lot of crushes before him but I guess the longest was like 4 months.. But with Tego-nyan, the difference is so GREAT~!!!

It's my first time to celebrate the birthday of someone i love even though he is clueless of my existence.. hahaha.. During his birthday, I bought a cake for him.. I also had an "I love Tego" shirt from Nyusu.ph..

I've experienced to be very happy simply by seeing him smile.. seeing him perform onstage wholeheartedly.. seeing him sing with such an angelic voice.. I've finally met someone who's like me.. I mean.. our personality resemble each other.. We have a lot in common.. And just imagining myself spending time with him makes my heart dokidoki..

I've written a lot of poems for him.. It reflects my feelings for this cute guy.. I love him so much that I somehow decided not to fall in love with anyone else other than him.. Yes~!! Crazy as it may seem.. Demo, kore ga watashi no kokoro no hontou no hanashi..

A purezento for Tego-nyan~!!

...Tego-nyan Daichuki...

I've lived simply as a human

Not until I met this man

He took me out from my shell

And made my little heart yell

Tego-nyan.. Thank you so much

For making my life as such

Full of inspiration and dreams

So please.. hear my heart scream..

Tego-nyan totemo daichuki

Knowing you makes me feel so lucky

You may not know me for we're apart

But you are always inside my heart

There are times when you made me cry

For certain reasons, you might know why

But most of the times, you made me smile

Thinking and loving you across the mile

You made me realize a lot of things

You told me life's true meaning

Doing my best may make me feel tired

But with you.. I'll always be inspired

~aahh.. Gomen.. It may be short but it's from my heart.. Tego-nyan, watashi wa gambarimasu~!! You are my inspiration.. You are the voice inside my heart that never fails to remind me to move forward.. Thinking of you.. and seeing you do your best is enough for me to do the same.. Please continue to become the Tegoshi Yuya whom I fell in love with.. Zutto sukida.. Thank you so much.. I love you and HAPPY ANNIVERSARY to us :) <3 <3 <3

~December 30,2009 (when it all started)